Iv played the fool for too long and im needing acknoweldgement for the brain and knoweldge that I do have...... in so tired. im tired of this life the way that the media and religons of the world teach us to think. I hate......and i dont want to. I dont like to feel the way im told to feel, i dont want to feel fat or stupid or unable to be something i could be. I dont want to be conditioned to think anyway but the way my experiences lead me to think and feel.
Life is not TV ....Life is LOVE and Life is EXPERIENCE not from superficial sources. Life is feeling the innocence like re-visiting a childhood experience and seeing through those eyes instead of the corrupted eyes of a conditioned mind. I KNOW that when the bible says, "things are not as they seem" it is true. Things are not as they seem and we are not conditioned to find out what those words mean. we are taught to conform to the way that the media teaches us to think , not in a forward manner but in a circular manner. Looop and loop back to the origional thought ,,,never forward. I will do the best that I can to go forward but at the same time , how can I do that with out a positive organized group......hence , the human race are all sheep, by nature, we follow groups and never individual oppinons. I dont like th human race, I think we are weak and gullible and without merrit to the open need of humanity. like sheep lead to the slaughter. we are taught not tto ask questions .... we are taught to listen to a forcefull voice even if it agenst what is true in our hearts....without question. we are taught hopelessness hence the outrageous drug and alchol addiction, that is covered up so tactfully.
the rich get richer and the poor get porrer. NO I DONT LIke what I see!!! I dont like this lack of humanity in this so called human race. Its a sad and pathetic representation of the human heart and I believe it is drivven by monetary gain. But if there was no monetary gain im afrain the evolutionary process of moral ineptivity would be much more of a downfall and ultimate distruction of the human race. like the bible says.....or was that what the religion said?
